Seeing green

Omigod.  People make me so angry, and this anger isn't even justifiable because it's jealous anger.  I'm not usually a jealous person.  Even better.  I actually used my journal today to flush out some of my emotions.  It was refreshing, but at this point I would rather talk to a person than a book.  Sadly, I don't have time for that.  Anyway, I never really say what mean when I talk to someone about my "feelings".  Sometimes I feel so soulless, because I don't let other people in on my feelings.  Shouldn't I want people to care about me?  I just know that an emotion-laden talk right now would bring me to tears, and I do NOT want anyone to see me cry.  Soulless.